so i thought i was bad a being a girlfriend.
but evidentally i'm really bad at being an ex-girlfriend.
i wish his peace with this did not make me want to vomit.
i wish i could forget and move on as he has.
i wish my thoughts were not tainted with jealousy.
i wish i could be happy that he is.
-happy for what he's found.
-happy by myself.
i wish i wanted what i know i should.
but do i?
i am very confused.
help me Jesus.
without You, only sorrow can reign.